when i was still with him, and had this long distance relationship, we set up a livejournal for both of us. To let ourselves updated with news of each other. it was one of the evidences of our happy moment.

sweetie [25 October 2004|08:39am]
Hi sunshine. My weekend was good for the most part. I sent the package to Finia! She should have it by today or earlier. I hope everything got there fine. Ive been stressing out a lot lately. I'll probably be away even more (i know im not even around now!).. but I have to. I'll be back babe, dont you worry.

I saw a hockey game last tuesday for my fave team.. argh they lost so bad. Worse game ive ever seen and I had to see it in real life, oh it was awful. I'll never go to another game, hehe. Other then that things are just about as dull as yours ;). I love you like crazy babe, I hope you get the package soon. Ask Finia if she has received it.

I missss you so much! I love you like crazy!!

-yourboy

It's probably not a wise thing for me to read the entries we have submitted for each other. All the sweet words..

damn you, life !

i miss you my canuck.. It's a sad sad thing that we're both are realistic bastards.
But i couldnt help to wonder that if things had worked differently between us..
Would we still be together by now ?