Phiew. I just had a "small surgery" today. Went to the dentist and she pulled out one of my molar teeth. It's just one of the procedures i need to undergo before they finally put braces into my mouth to fix my overbite. My dentist said that we might need to wait for 2 or 3 weeks for the wound to heal completely and when it's healed, she'll put the braces on. i must say i am EXCITED about this. I have been wanting to wear braces since i was young but yeah my parents thought i didnt need one but as i grew older, my overbite is getting worst. Hopefully, the braces will work and fix my overbite *crosses fingers*

Anyway, i changed my status on facebook to "in a relationship with Ryuta Kawai". I never thought it would cause such a fuss but it did ! Friends who have met Ryu said im a pedophile and im such a sad case hahaha. Others who have not met him yet questioned me about him. Im pretty much sure they would laugh their asses off if i tell them the truth haha.

Well, their curiosity on my relationship status is really understandable. Mostly because they've known me as a PICKY one. Yes, im far too picky for my own good. Sometimes i even wonder if i put the standard too high. Well all i can say is that i think it is necessary for someone my age to put a high standard because i'm no longer in a phase to be in a just-for-fun kind of relationship. Lame excuse, i know. Self-justification for my picky behavior haha.

But seriously, it is not wrong to be single for someone who is turning 29 next week, is it ? It isn't like i don't try to get myself a partner, it's just i have no interest in hurrying the love. And if i can be honest, i am enjoying every seconds of being single. I wouldn't mind to have a loving and caring boyfriend, of course. However, at this very moment i have no interest in having a relationship with anyone. Yes, i am single by choice haha.

So why put the status on facebook then ?
It's for fun and to block this person away from my life.
to make a long story short.. there's a guy who fancies me but i dont fancy him. I told him that i have a bf but he keeps on pursuing me and it annoys the hell out of me.

Why a 4-year-old kid ?
because he's damn cute and he acknowledges me as his girlfriend. hah !

our pics together :





yup. that's my 4-year-old half japanese half indonesian boyfriend :P
check out the last pic, ain't he cool or what ?! hahahaha
a ciggie and a glass of beer hahahaha

okay, don't get me wrong here. I am not, i repeat, i am not a pedophile. I am totally conscious that i am old enough to be his mother and that's HOW I SEE IT. I treat him like my son and i love him in a non romantic way. Doh! i ain't that crazy and desperate hahaha..